Every symptom comes with information for one or more of your 5 bodies...
information about how to remove yourself from the illness.
Archearchy Healing Modalities
Here are some of the Archearchy Healing Modalities available for you to explore.
PHASE 1:
Healing Process
You have 5 bodies. They all have the potential to be healthier.
- Physical
- Intellectual
- Emotional
- Energetic
- Archetypal
Who is in charge of keeping your Bodies harmoniously vibrant?
Read through the symptoms in the sections below. If something strikes you as familiar, it may warrant your further investigation and possibly even a healing experiment.A-B-C-D
Symptoms that begin with the letters A-B-C-D
Acne / Stomach Ache / Headache
Acne can be a system-wide multi-body manifestation of confusion.
Confusion is a racket for anger. What this means is that acting as if you are confused is a sideways way to undermine, delay, confuse others to get revenge, etc. which are all manifestations of unconscious anger.
The rage is appropriate:
- Rage about being sexually or psychologically abused and being too afraid to tell anyone or do anything to stop it.
- Rage about wanting to become yourself yet being forced to participate in a schooling or social system that wants you to be like everybody else.
- Rage about knowing this is the time to be preparing yourself for your authentic adulthood initiatory processes and yet you are being forced to sit in rows in a classroom with a Teacher rather than sitting in circles within a transformational-space with a Trainer.
The symptoms come from suppressing the natural use of rage to make a boundary, to say, "Stop!" Or, "No!" Or, "Enough!"
Additional symptoms of suppressed rage can include stomach ache, headache, self-destruction as in cutting or use of drugs.
Also see:
Adaptive - being adaptive, giving the Center away, being Ungrounded, not being Present, letting people do things to you, letting people get into your space, inability to make boundaries, saying "Yes" when you do not want to, being dedicated to 'pleasing others' rather than yourself, being a Responsible Victim
Addiction
S.P.A.R.K. 017: Addiction is not the problem. Addiction is the solution to the problem.
Also see:
http://addicted.mystrikingly.com
http://gremlinviolence.mystrikingly.com
http://gremlinselfcannibalism.mystrikingly.com
Aggression, Fighting, Conflict, Violence Towards Others, Violence Towards Self
Alzheimer's / Dementia: memory fragmentation, confusion, fading
(We recommend that you also read the description given in the Brain Splits section below.)
During the December 2021 Possibility Lab in Brazil with 23 participants we all together did the Brain Splits healing process of consciously and intentionally, sewing up our Brain Splits one at a time, while consciously (and loudly...) experiencing and expressing the suppressed emotions.
One of the participants, José Vicente Carnero, is a Brazilian psychologist. While sewing up his own Brain Splits during the Possibility Lab, Señor Carnero instantly regained clear memories that had been inaccessible, and also more precise thinking. This lead him to theorize that 'Sewing Up Brain Splits' combined with Conscious Feelings skills could be a breakthrough therapy for certain early forms of Alzheimer's and Dementia.
He wrote, "I work with body psychotherapy. I see the possibility of working with Brain Splits Self Surgery because I sense that in dementia/Alzheimer there are severe traumas that people unconsciously decide to chop off and leave them separated, therefore deciding to neglect those split parts. Their strategy is: “I want them to remain split”. It is a way of cutting access to the memory. As the memories are evoked in present time and they are split, more tension may be applied in present time to sustain the split or separate them more and more as day to day stresses build up. I sense that at some point an unfolding cascade of splits starts taking place and then the brain physically starts to chop of neural connections to protect the person from accessing them. Memories are still there but they no longer can be accessed."
If you are inspired to collaborate in this research, please contact Señor Jose Vicente Carnero directly by Telegram +55 21991059662.
Bardo Spaces
Can you remember a time when a perfectly wonderful conversation-space or intimacy-space was suddenly subsumed by a shadow and sank into a swamp of low drama out of which you could not escape? We could call that a Bardo Space. Wouldn't it be nice to be able to fortify your 5 bodies and make you more immune to getting sucked into a Bardo Space? Or, even if you are in a Bardo Space, to have a way to get out of it? Well, cheer up! Now you have it! The Bardo Special!
Full recipe and instructions are online at the Possibilica Cookbook.
Brain Splits
A 'Brain Split' - like many 5 Body imbalances - is a Survival Strategy intended to adjust yourself to a radical conflict that you experience between what you expect, want, or need in order to thrive, and the very different conditions you encounter in your environment.
Rather than 'committing suicide' by Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS), for example, or having an 'accident', or getting seriously ill, you create a rift in your interface with the world. This discontinuity is a 'Brain Split', and it is not understandable.
The Brain Split remains in you just as it is, suppressing the outrage, terror, deep grief, and other emotions that normally would have been expressed to correct matters in the moment they occurred. With the Brain Split installed, you suppress memories and emotional reactions, and you are not fully present and cannot fully connect with others or the world, but you are able to survive.
After doing the guided Self-Surgery of Sewing Up Brain Splits, many people report having more life energy, being more present and connected with others (even people they might normally avoid...) and recovering clearer and more abundant memories from their past.
Burnout (psychological breakdown)
Burnout can arise from unconsciously mixing three Emotions together that you think are not okay to express. The resultant inner confusion and self-repression is connected to psychological breakdown and collapse. It is often a Survival Strategy of becoming such a self-overwhelmed victim that the 'circumstances' force you to make a decision to change something that you were unwilling to take responsibility for changing consciously yourself.
The three emotions mixed together to create the various symptoms of Burnout are Emotional Anger, Emotional Sadness, and Emotional Sadness.
The way to exit the experience of Burnout is to Unmix your three Emotions of Anger, Sadness, and Fear so that you can use them in their pure form.
Also see:
Cancer
This is an IMPORTANT preventive remedy - meaning, if you STOP doing this you can prevent you and your family from getting potentially dangerous illnesses.
You use an Automatic dishwasher? Try this Experiment. Take a glass that has been washed in a dishwasher and fill it directly from the faucet with fresh cold water. Notice how long the bubbles stay at the top of the water. They probably stick around quite a while. There is still soap in there. If you drank that water, you would drink those chemicals.
Now, thoroughly rinse out that same glass from the chemical residue left on it from the dishwashing tablet that prevents drops from forming when it dries. Rinse it a few times. Now fill up the rinsed-out glass from the same faucet and notice how long the bubbles stay at the top of the water. They probably disappear almost immediately.
Stop drinking soap! Stop feeding soap to your children!
The practice is straightforward. Thoroughly rinse all the soap off of your glasses and dishes, both from the dishwasher and the sink, before using them. Why? Simple.
Soaps, and even more so, detergents, dissolve fat. The walls of your cells are made from fat.
By putting soap products into your body you dissolve your cell walls. Soap is one of the worst toxins you can put into your body.
Some people wash dishes and let them dry with the soap still on them!
Stop it!
Rinse all the soap off each dish while washing them.
Confusion (Box 13)
Contaminations of Adult Ego State
Decontaminations of the Adult Ego State.
Decontaminate from Child Ego State, Parent Ego State, Gremlin Ego State, and Demon Ego State.
If your Adult Ego State has Contaminations, you are unable to be present, be authentic, make connections, be the space through which your Bright Principles can do their work in the world, or serve your Archetypal Lineage.
Dementia (see: Alzheimer's)
Depression
Depression is a Mixed Emotion related to resignation.
The two emotions mixed together to create the experience of Depression are Emotional Anger and Emotional Sadness.
The way to exit the experience of Depression is to Unmix your Emotions of Anger and Sadness so that you can use them in their pure form.
Also see:
Despair
Despair is a Mixed Emotion related to isolation, loneliness, and hopelessness. The two emotions mixed together to create the experience of Despair are Emotional Sadness and Emotional Fear.
The way to exit the experience of Despair is to Unmix your Emotions of Sadness and Fear so that you can use them in their pure form.
E-F-G-H
Symptoms that begin with the letters E-F-G-H
Embarrassment
Embarrassment is a Mixed Emotion created by mixing your emotional fear with emotional anger and emotional sadness. Because it is a mix of three emotions, the experience of Embarrassment can be debilitating and paralyzing.
The way to get out of Embarrassment is by undoing the way you got into it.
This means to Unmix your emotional fear, Unmix your emotional anger, and Unmix your emotional sadness.
Then you find out why you were having each of your emotions.
- Why are you feeling emotional anger? e.g. it should be okay to make mistakes or to be yourself however you are.
- Why are you feeling emotional fear:?e.g. you cannot be otherwise, you did not know it was supposed to be otherwise, you don't like doing things 'wrong' in front of other people.
- Why are you feeling emotional sadness? e.g. you just want other people to be happy with you, you want to make people proud of you and you failed to do so.
Then take them apart and experience and express them separately to whomever they need to be expressed until they hear you.
Suddenly you are no longer embarrassed!
Also see:
Energetic Block
You install an Energetic Block as part of a Survival Strategy, to protect you from being something that might be dangerous to be in your surrounding conditions, particularly during childhood.
There are many things that can be blocked. The Energetic Block works, so once you are older than eighteen years, you start to notice the symptoms of the Energetic Block as being detrimental, but forgot when and how you installed the Energetic Block to save your life.
For example, an Energetic Block can diminish your voice, your heart (from love, or feelings, from vulnerability), your mind (from clarity, memory), your eyes (from seeing clearly, from seeing in the dark), your sexuality, your presence, your ability to take action, your ability to decide, your life energy, your ability to commit, your ability to make plans and agreements, your ability to say "Stop!" or "No!" etc.
There are also many varieties of Energetic Blocks that can be installed, for example:
- Mind Machines
- Brain Splits
- Past Life Vows
- Old Decisions
- Box 13 (confusion)
- Memetic Construct
- Energetic Body Splintering
- Self Deceptions
It makes sense that each of the various Energetic Blocks requires its own unique adulthood healing and transformation process.The Energetic Blocks website focuses on the core process for empowering your Clients to identify and remove Energetic Blocks.
Eyes Unfocusing
Staring at a flatscreen for hours on end is incredibly unnatural for human eye function. We are accustomed to seeing in three dimensions, looking left and right, up and down, following the flowing movements of animals and other people, and shifting focus from near to far and back again many times in an hour as we build things, do handiwork, and prepare food for eating and storage.
At the Remedies section of the Possibilica Cookbook is an eye exercise that takes one or two minutes which if you do it once an hour will greatly relieve these symptoms through strengthening eye direction and focus muscles and also relaxing them.
Another profound cause of Eyes Unfocusing is that you have a deep desire NOT to see something. There are so many things one might not want to see, for example:
- The way capitalism is thoroughly exterminating life on Earth and how serving the capitalist patriarchal empire makes you into a hollow man.
- The sexual abuses of the priests of the church.
- The psychopath takeover of global hierarchies, the irresponsibility of 'leaders'.
- Your own addictions to Low Drama, rage fits, depression, alcohol, shopping, gambling, mindless waste of time on video games or TV, loneliness, etc.
- Your adaptive 'nice girl' behaviors that are so far away from who you really are.
- Your failure to have created a life for yourself that you truly want, e.g. the emptiness and meaninglessness of your life as it is right now.
- Your distrust of authority and simultaneously pretending to trust them because you submit to them.
- Etc.
The cure for your Eyes Unfocusing due to not wanting to see reality is an authentic initiatory healing process in which you change your mind about what you want to see. You face head-on into 'What Is' and 'What Is Not' through making a new Choice. Your new Choice changes the shape of your Being. You become a new person, someone who indeed wants to see the reality of these things, even if they may at first seem painful, and you may at first feel powerless to be able to change things.Part of your healing will include learning to Consciously Feel so as to empower yourself to use the intelligence and energy of your Feelings and your Emotions in your personal and professional life, both inside of you and outside of you. Recommended reading and Experimenting for this is the book: Directing the Power of Conscious Feelings by Clinton Callahan.Exhaustion of the Energetic Body (See: 'Transformation Burn')
Expectations
Noticing disappointed expectations and recognizing you let something slip by is the first step of the process called recovering intimacy. The whole process is described at the Recover Intimacy website.
Also see:
Fever (see: Transformational Fever)
Grief / Grieving
Elizabeth Kübler-Ross 5 Phase Grieving Process - the process of adjusting to change
Hemorrhoids
Certain foods (such as red beets or poppy seeds) can cause some people's intestines to produce hemorrhoids, or swollen veins. The veins may bulge out the anus and this can become quite painful or take a long time to shrink back to normal size. In these cases, a simple tea made of dried Butcher's Broom roots (Ruscus aculeatus) can do wonders (translated as: miracle cure). Find full instructions at the Possibilica Cookbook.
Headache
We would suggest that Headaches have so many causes due to the complex interactions between our 5 Bodies, the physical, intellectual, emotional, energetic, and archetypal domains, and the 3 Worlds (Upperworld, Middleworld, and Underworld).
One approach to try first is the 3-3-3 Practice - three minutes of conscious rage, three times a week, for three months. During later sessions of 3-3-3 Practice, other emotions will also emerge such as long-suppressed fear, long-suppressed sadness, and even long-suppressed joy.
If you Unmix and express your emotions during 3-3-3 Practice and Emotional Healing Processes, and if you start using your Conscious Feelings to stop things, change things, let go of things, and celebrate things, and if your headaches persist, please search for and heal the causes. Having a Headache does not mean: "Not enough aspirin."Drinking too much coffee is often a cause of Headaches.
Hysteria
Hysteria is a 'mixed emotion', created by you mixing emotional fear with emotional anger. Hysteria is loud, erratic, and powerless. It appears as some kind of craziness.
Adopting Hysteria is a Survival Strategy designed to disempower yourself from having the energy and intelligence of pure adult anger and pure adult fear.
You can exit Hysteria the same way you got into it: by Unmixing your emotional anger from your emotional fear.
The Unmixing Emotions process is loud and startling, best done with a Spaceholder who has unmixed their own emotions and has a calibrated Feelings Detector. If the process is not loud you are trying to Unmix Emotions in your head. That is only fooling yourself. Emotions are not in your Intellectual Body, your mind. They are in your Emotional Body, your heart.
Unmixed, your emotional anger has its practical uses, and your unmixed emotional fear has other practical uses. Authentically Unmixing your emotions will change how energy flows through your 5 Bodies, and thereby changes your life, moving you more towards effective adulthood.
I-J-K-L
Symptoms that begin with the letters I-J-K-L
Inflammation and Swelling
Inflammation and swelling cause many malfunctions in the human organism, from sore joints, to tumors, and even cancers. Feelings Practitioner researchers are uncovering direct ways to eliminate the causes of Inflammation even at the cellular level. Please contact the Feelings Practitioners for further details on how to proceed.
Knees Swelling
Knees, hips, elbows, fingers, back, hips, neck... these are all joints. Joints can become painful through swelling. Swelling in the joints can come from numerous causes and be remedied accordingly. Here are some possibilities to try:
- STOP EATING WHEAT. Low grade allergy to wheat can easily trigger swelling in the joints. It is not so difficult to take wheat out of your diet these days. There are plenty of varieties of rice (red rice, black rice, wild rice, brown rice...) and alternate grains (quinoa, millet, amaranth, kamut /khorasan, barley, spelt, buckwheat...) Stop eating wheat for 30 days (and nights...) and see what you notice. One teaspoon of wheat (one bite of cake or cookie, one cracker...) in a day is enough to trigger the swelling response.
- MSM (Methyl Sufanyl Methane). Use two teaspoons of MSM powder combined with 1 gram (approximately 1/4 to 1/2 teaspoon) of powdered Vitamin C as the carrier. Full instructions are online at the Possibilica Cookbook Remedy section.
- TURMERIC CHAI In the Remedies section of the Possibilica Cookbook is a recipe for making Turmeric Chai which includes Turmeric, freshly ground Black Pepper, powdered Cinnamon, Coconut Oil, and Rice Milk. The Black Pepper synergizes Turmeric's anti-swelling effect. Medicine never tasted so good!
Lost - feeling like you do not know where to go next or what you should do next that makes sense, not knowing what you want to do
M-N-O-P
Symptoms that begin with the letters M-N-O-P
Melancholy
Melancholy is a mixed emotion of sadness and joy, with the largest proportion sadness and only a small amount of joy.
Once you can unmix your emotions, a process that takes less than an hour with a skilled spaceholder such as a Possibility Coach for example, you do not ever have to experience melancholy again if you do not want to.
Mind Machine
There are at least 5 different kinds of Mind Machines that we have so far discovered:
- Confusion
- Fog
- Time Delay
- Answer A Different Question
- Scatter Chatter
Numbness - emotional numbness
Also see: psychopaths.org, and initiations.org
Panic Attack
A panic-attack is an experience of emotional fear at a high intensity.
If you are not initiated into being able to consciously feel your 4 Feelings, then you may feel paralyzed or overwhelmed by the sudden onslaught of high intensity emotional fear.
It does not take as much work as you might think to learn to Consciously Feel and go through the initiation of Stellating your fear, anger, sadness, and joy. Through Stellating, your relationship to the feeling changes. You own it rather than it owning you.
There is a bright future for you when you learn to consciously feel.
Parasites (Energetic Body) - Vampire Entities
S.P.A.R.K. 135 Explains that God did not rest on the seventh day... meaning that beyond the physical ecologies, there exist Underworld (and Upperworld) ecologies that humans participate in and that can seriously influence the quality of our lives that modern culture knows nothing about.
SYMPTOMS: Sudden shift into energy-less, 'down' state, overwhelm, hopelessness, deep pointless grief, urge to disconnect from all human contact, rage outbursts if disturbed, inexplicable exhaustion, wanting to curl up and go away. Then after a few days or a few weeks (yes...) the Vampire Entity is full enough, drops off to sleep, lets go of your neck or your heart or your genitals, and you suddenly feel fine again, for 'no reason'.
HEALING: You may think you need to keep the Vampire Entity Café open for any hungry Vampire Entities... to feed the poor things your life energy. But you do not. You can shift identity to become a Trigger Hunter and detect your Trigger Phrases before they seduce you into being a meal. You can permanently close the Café. It is up to you.
Parasites (Intellectual Body) - Voices In Your Head
SYMPTOMS: Voices fluttering around that keep repeating messages in your head such as:
- I am not good enough.
- I am better than everybody else.
- I am worthless.
- Nobody loves me.
- I am stupid.
- I will never make it.
- I am more beautiful than the others.
- I am smarter than the others.
- I am lazy and a failure.
- Etc.
Such messages do not come from you. They are not your voice. They originate in 'external authority figures' such as church dogma, corporate brand fidelity programs, parents, teachers, political propaganda, religious belief systems, and philosophies such as veganism. We heard them so often that even when your parents are dead, you repeat them to yourself to feel 'normal', even if 'normal' is awful.HEALING: Use your Voice Blaster. The only conversation to have with a Voice (positive or negative, praising or blaming...) is "Blamo!!!" a full blast with your Voice Blaster. You already have a Voice Blaster in your Toolbelt. If you do not use your Voice Blaster every day, that is probably because your Gremlin is still in charge of your life. Full instructions for Voice Blaster use are given at the Voice Blaster website.
Parasites (Physical Body) - Infection
The organic environment is abundant with a diverse variety of parasitic organisms. These may be worms (tape worms, pin worms, lung worms, round worms, etc.), amoebas, viruses, yeast, bacteria, etc. Actually, any infectious disease could be said to be caused by parasitic microorganisms. Parasites not only consume human energy, tissues, and nutrients. They can also exude toxins.
SYMPTOMS: Parasitic infection can be debilitating or lethal, or there may be no symptoms at all. Common symptoms include low energy, irritation, diarrhea, intestinal gas, intestinal cramping or bloatedness, possible blood in the stool or seeing worms in the stool.
HEALING: Each type of physical parasite requires its own specific treatment. However, there are very effective general parasite cleanses easy to administer to yourself by taking a few herbal capsules once or twice a day with plenty of water for 30 days. Typical effective ingredients include black walnut, wormwood, green pumpkin seed, olive leaf, anise, barberry, berberine, clove oil, curled mint, goldthread, and goldenseal.
PIN WORMS: The Remedies section of the Possibilica Cookbook explains how raw green shell-less pumpkin seeds are a specific remedy for pinworms. A small handful of raw green pumpkin seeds each day for a couple of weeks and the pinworms will be gone. Be sure to keep underwear and bedding washed daily in hot soapy water.
Parkinson's Disease (Auto-Immune Diseases, and possibly Meningitis)
Some instances of Parkinson's and Auto-Immune Diseases, and perhaps also some forms of Meningitis are create memetically. It has been long known that memetic conditions (what you use to think with) affect your organic health. In the case of Parkinson's, for example, the nervous system is thrown into cataclysmic collapse through a memetic formation. The memetic formation is an Irreconcilable Inner Conflict. Here are 3 known cases of Parkinson's and the Irreconcilable Inner Conflict described:
- A skilled male musician - a fabulous guitar player and singer - fell in love with a radical transformational spiritual teacher. The young man's Irreconcilable Inner Conflict was that he loved his ordinary material-world life, and yet, his love of the transformational teacher, his love of the teacher's teaching methods, and his love of the transformational spaces meant that his ordinary life would have to die, which he could neither integrate nor allow. He wanted both yet they could not both continue to exist. The illusions of a material life could not withstand the clarity of conscious evolution. This man was not treated with memetic engineering. He died from Parkinson's.
- A vice-president of a global banking organization observed how the capitalist patriarchal empire economic system was exterminating life on Earth. He used the insights he gained from his top position to write a clear book explaining exactly what the problems were, how to solve them, and the timeframe in which humans needed to take action before crucial tipping points were exceeded. He was fired from his job for writing the book. The Irreconcilable Inner Conflict was that he was a good man, loved by so many in the organization, with a beautiful wife, a beautiful house, and a beautiful job, using his best judgements and the advantage of his global overview to serve the greater good, and his entire career was destroyed by it. This man was not memetically treated and he is dying from Parkinson's.
- A young German woman, since childhood, loved village life. She loved her whole family, especially when they all came together. She loved the energy and vision of community. She eventually moved into a vibrant ecovillage and immediately began having symptoms that were diagnosed as Parkinson's Disease. She arranged a session of memetic engineering. Immediately in the session we found that when this woman was thirteen years old she had a history class in school. During this class, the strong minded and adamant history teacher had told his students: "If you love community, you will become a Nazi." The young woman had eventually forgotten the moment, but when we followed her memes back to their source we could find her Irreconcilable Inner Conflict which she could then resolve by doing rage work and taking her Center and her Authority back from her history teacher. The woman changed her mind, decided that the history teacher was insane, and decided that she would not become a Nazi if she loved community. Her symptoms of Parkinson's Disease are disappearing.
Q-R-S-T
Symptoms that begin with the letters Q-R-S-T
Resentment
Resentment may be the first thing you feel when you wake up in the morning, or the last thing you feel at night...
You may find that when someone you are supposed to love touches you, you feel resentment.
Resentment is a mixed emotion.
It is not a feeling.
Resentment is a mixture of emotional anger, emotional sadness, and emotional fear.
If you do not take apart resentment at its source, it may ruin your life.
Also see:
Self-Hatred, Self-Disgust, Self-Destruction
Smiling - inauthentic smiling, 'nice girl' mask, 'good boy' mask
Sneezing and Allergies
More and more people suffer from allergies to food, pollen and other substances. The Feelings Practitioner Researchers are discovering the causes of allergies and how they are connected with inflammations and even cancer. Contact them for further information.
Stage Fright
S.P.A.R.K. 159: Stage Fright comes from putting your center into the future and your attention on yourself.
Putting your Center on your future creates a gigantic NOW for you, and expects you to be a time traveler who can somehow do something in the future right now. But you cannot do anything in the future, not even two seconds in the future. You see that you are powerless in this contradiction to fulfill your own expectations, and this causes you to freak out with paralyzing fear.
You can get out of Stage Fright by undoing what you did to get into it. Namely, you can put your being center on your physical center (Become Centered) and put your Attention out there, on the immediate world in front of you in the immediate present of a Minimized Now.
Then, instead of looking at yourself, and expecting yourself to do something NOW that will affect something that might happen in the future (in this case, on stage during a performance that is NOT happening NOW), you get centered NOW and put your Attention out there in your immediate vicinity to notice anything that needs to be handled right NOW.
The link at the right takes you to SPARK159 which goes into more detail about healing Stage Fright.
Also see:
Stuckness, Feeling Stuck In Your Life, Stuck On Your Path
Also see:
- dramaholic.mystrikingly.com
- consciousfear.mystrikingly.com
- fearclub.mystrikingly.com
- survivalstrategy.mystrikingly.com
- fantasyworld.mystrikingly.com
- floorprocesses.mystrikingly.com
- path.mystrikingly.com
- yourquest.mystrikingly.com
- hiddencompetingcommitments.mystrikingly.com
- becomeanexperimenter.mystrikingly.com
Stuttering
Stuttering comes from putting your Being Center in your mind (your intellectual body) while it moves faster than your mouth can put words together.
Suicide - thinking about it, feeling like doing it
S.P.A.R.K. 095: In the moment you seriously consider suicide your authentic life can begin.
Also see:
Time Delay (see: Mind Machines)
'Transformation Block' (too little Transformation): Stuck On The Path
'Transformation Burn' (too much or too rapid Transformation): Exhaustion of the Energetic Body
In the Remedies section of the Possibilica Cookbook is a recipe for Nervine specially formulated by herbalist Lalitha Thomas for embracing your energetic body during the authentic adulthood initiatory processes of Possibility Management.
SYMPTOMS: may include subtle dull aching in one or both kidneys or adrenal glands (above the kidneys), losing your sense of humor, losing your sense of adventure, hopelessness, oversensitivity, exhaustion of the Energetic Body.
HEALING: Two '00' size (0.9 ml volume) capsules of Nervine with a full glass of water followed by a little food. If you feel better then this was the right time to use Nervine. If you feel stomach upset, 'heart burn' feeling, or if you burp the Nervine, perhaps it was too much Nervine, or not needed. Also, back off a little on your initiatory or transformation processes. There is no hurry, or rather, evolution cannot be rushed. You need to gradually build the matrix to hold the results of transformation for the transformation to work. If you do not have the matrix, you cannot hold what you discover.
U-V-W-X-Y-Z
Symptoms that begin with the letters U-V-W-X-Y-Z
Zombieism
Human beings interact with each other through the 'gameworlds' we have arbitrarily built out of nothing. Examples of 'gameworlds' include: tic-tac-toe, checkers, chess, football, the Post Office, money, banks, credit cards, bank loans, a country, an ecovillage, a nanonation, renting an apartment, driving a car, the grocery store, a religion, health insurance, the stock exchange, commodities trading, futures trading, taxes paid to government, an army, let's have a war, etc.
You support the values of any gameworld you play in.
Are you aware of the gameworlds you play in? Could you make a list of those gameworlds, please?
Are aware of the values of the gameworlds you play in? Could you make a list of those values, please?
S.P.A.R.K. 146 says: Either you consciously design each gameworld you live in or you are a pawn in someone else’s gameworld.
We define a 'Zombie' as 'anyone who is unconscious about the values of the gameworlds they are playing in'.
SYMPTOM: You may be surrounded in your daily life by Zombies. The symptoms would be that you would need to hide out and behave like the other Zombies for fear of being singled out and abused or excluded by the other Zombies.
HEALING: Ask yourself why you have arranged to do this to yourself? If you want, change your circumstances.
SYMPTOM: You may yourself be a Zombie. The symptoms would be numbness, conformity, sleep, Low Drama, unexpected rage outbursts, ongoing background survival fear.
HEALING. Read through the Zombies website and the Psychopaths website. Figure out if you are a psychopath or not. If you are not a psychopath is will be easier for you to feel enough pain about serving the values of many of the gameworlds you play in that you will stop playing in those gameworlds. People usually do not change their behavior until it hurts too much to keep doing it the old way.
PHASE 2: Be A Healed Person
Being healed is perhaps an entirely new condition to be in.
It can feel so strange that you think if you are healed something is really wrong with you.
Nothing is wrong with you.
This is what it feels like to be healed and Present with yourself and with others... others who may not be as healed as you are.
You will need to get used to living as a person who is already healed.
You will have new attitudes, new perspectives, new behaviors, new approaches to what is important and what authentic living means.
This is PHASE 2 of Your Healing.
In PHASE 2 you prepare to fly loops and barrel rolls by practicing being healed.
Your practice is to fly in a straight line - level flight - over and over again, until flying becomes the normal experience for you.
No, you will not be perfect.
No, you will not be pain free.
No, you will not be totally healthy.
Nobody is.
If somebody tells you otherwise they are trying to sell you something.
You have a different purpose now: Use your pain as a gateway to further healing and transformation in the world.
You are on the 'learning team'.
Here are some recommended distinctions and practices for increasing 5 Body ecstasies!
PHASE 3:
Create A New Future
There is a neutral Point of Origin where your focus shifts from merely surviving to living full out...
This is where adulthood begins and your initiations continue. This is PHASE 3 of Your Healing.
You live in a radically responsible Universe. The world is waiting for initiated adults to come out and co-create. Your further initiations and explorations come through creating healing and practical Possibilities for other people.
Preparations:
Open Your Pearl
Distill Your Bright Principles
Jack-In To Your Archetypal Lineage
Serve Your Village
In PHASE 3 you learn by serving something greater than yourself. You become the space through which your Bright Principles and, eventually, your Archetypal Lineage can do their work in the world.
You have a Pearl at the center of your Being ready to open and view the design for your life.
You have a set of 3 to 6 Bright Principles to distill and serve, if you so choose.
You have an Archetypal Lineage waiting for you to jack into it, when you are prepared, so that you have the energy and intelligence to provide the services to the village that you were born to create.
Nobody can live your life for you.
Nobody can stop you from living your life full out.
The rest is up to you.
Healers
One cannot predict who you will be on the other side of a healing process.
Therefore, each healing experience is an experiment.
To be healed (to be a healer) we recommend that you become an Experimenter.
Arranging to have a session with any of these healers (whom we know and love) is a particular kind of Experiment that Builds Matrix at the maximum rate of speed to hold more consciousness.
Please register your Matrix Points at StartOver.xyz by giving in the appropriate Matrix Code.
Below are photographs of some healers we know and trust.
Someone can serve you as a healer if there is resonance between you.
Almost no information is provided below, and... enough information is provided below.
To find your next healing experience, gaze into the eyes of the healers in the photos below for a few moments.
If there is resonance, trust that sensation and contact them for a session.
Most of them can work online. Distance is no barrier.
Annette Türk-Marzell
Speaks German and English.
Stuttgart area, Germany.
Paul Lambillion
Speaks English.
England, sometimes visits Germany and Switzerland.
Karl-Josef Müller
Speaks German, English, Portuguese, and French.
Zweibrücken, Germany.
Elsemaryke Koster
To connect with Elsemaryke Koster, please follow the directions given on this SHEET.
Speaks Nederlands, English, and some German.
Tenerife, Spain.
Hermano Maya Israel
Speaks Spanish, Mayan, and English.
Yucutan, Mexico.
Michaela Kaiser
Speaks German and English.
Bielefeld, Germany.
Healing Resources
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